Ten   1) Once Ooo... I admit it what's to say yeah... I'll relive it without pain mmm... Back street lover on the side of the road I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes I play Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah... Oh try and mimic what's insane ooh I am in it, where do I stand, stand stand Oh Indian summer and I hate the heat I got a back street lover on the passenger seat I got a hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet, I pray Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself yeah waa You think I got my eyes closed But I've been lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time Ooh once upon a time I could control myself, yeah Once upon a time I could lose myself yeah yeah yeah Once upon a time I could love myself yeah Once upon a time I could love you yeah yeah Once (x4) Yeah once once yeah yeah Yeah...yeah, yeah...yeah, yeah...oww...   2) Even Flow Freezing rests his head on a pillow made of concrete again Oh Feeling maybe he'll see a little better set a days ooh yeah Oh hand out faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar Ooh yeah Oh dark grin he can't help when his happy looks insane ooh Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away-yea Oh Oh someday yet he'll begin his life again Life again life again Kneeling looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read ooh yeah Oh praying now to something that has never showed him anything Oh feeling understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh ceilings few and far between all the legal halls of shame yeah Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away Oh someday yet he'll begin his life again Oh whispering hands gently lead him away Him away him away Yeah Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away-yea A someday yet he'll begin his life again yeah Oh whispering hands gently lead him away Him away him away Yeah Woo...uh huh yea...yeah, yeah, never vote republican...   3) Alive Son she said have I got a little story for you What you thought was your daddy was nothing but a While you were sitting home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' sorry you didn't see him but I'm glad we talked Oh I oh I'm still alive Hey I oh I'm still alive Hey I oh I'm still alive Hey ooh Oh she walks slowly across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you Why I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look the look Oh you know where now I can't see I just stare I I'm still alive Hey I but I'm still alive Hey I oh I'm still alive Hey I oh I'm still alive yeah Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah oh ooh Is something wrong she said of course there is You're still alive she said oh and do I deserve to be Is that the question and if so if so Who answers who answers I oh I'm still alive Hey I oh I'm still alive Hey I but I'm still alive Yeah I ooh I'm still alive Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Woh uh huhu Yea uh huhu Ohh woh uh huhu Yea uh huhu yea yea yea yea   4) Why Go She scratches a letter into a wall made of stone Maybe someday another child Won't feel as alone as she does It's been two years and counting Since they put her in this place She's been diagnosed by some stupid fuck And mommy agrees yeah Whoa yeah hey yeah Why go home (x3) She seems to be stronger But what they want her to be is weak She could play pretend she could join the game boy She could be another clone Ooh whoa ah yeah Ooh Why go home (x4) What you taught me put me here Don't come visit mother Sing it Woa ooh Why go home (x4) What you taught me put me here Don't come visit mother mother yeah Why go home (x7) Whoa   5) Black Hey ooh Sheets of empty canvas untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me as her body once did All five horizons revolved around her soul as the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh and all I taught her was everything Ooh I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands shade beneath the clouds Of what was everything Oh the pictures have all been washed in black tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter so why do I sear Ooh and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning oh I'm spinning How quick the sun can drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have all been washed in black tattooed everything All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see all that I am all I'll be yeah Uh huh...uh huh...ooh I know someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky but why why why can't it be a can't it be mine Oh...ohh yea oh Do do do do do do do (x20 total) Yeaa...Yeaa...ha Ha (x6) Yea (x3)   6) Jeremy At home drawing pictures of mountain tops with him on top Lemon yellow sun arms raised in a V And the dead lay in pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention Oh to the fact that mommy didn't care King Jeremy the wicked oh ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today (x2) Clearly how I remember pickin' on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck Ooh but we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurtin' ooh dropped wide open Just like the day oh like the day I heard Daddy didn't give affection no And the boy was something mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked ooh ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today (x3) Woo (x14) Try to forget this...try to forget this Try to erase this...try to erase this From the blackboard Jeremy spoke in class today (x2) Jeremy spoke in spoke in (x2) Jeremy spoke in class today Woo (x29) Woohh spoke in spoke in spoke in spoke in Woohh (x2) I (x11) Uh huh (x4) yea Uh huh (x10)   7) Oceans Hold on to the thread the currents will shift Glide me towards you know something's left And we're all allowed to dream of the next Oh ohh the next time we touch Oooh (x3) You don't have to stray the oceans away Waves roll in my thoughts hold tight the ring The sea will rise please stand by the shore Oh oh oh I will be I will be there once more Oooh... (x3) Uh huh...oh (x2)   8) Porch What the fuck is this world running to you didn't Leave a message at least I Coulda' learned your voice one last time Daily minefield this could be my time by you Would you hit me (x2) Ohh...whoa oww All the bills go by and initiatives are taken up By the middle there ain't gonna be any middle any more And the cross I'm bearing home ain't indicative of my place Left the porch (x2) Oh...Hear my name take a good look this could be the day Hold my hand walk beside me I just need to say Uh huh..uh huh yea uh huh...uh huh yea uh huh Oh hear my name take a good look this could be the day Hold my hand lie beside me I just need to say I could not take a-just one day I know when I would not ever touch you Hold you feel you in my arms never again Yeah (x12)   9) Garden She don't wander in here...don't wander in here she She don't wander in here...don't wander in here The direction of the eye so misleading The defection of the soul nauseously quick I don't question our existence I just question our modern needs She don't wander in here don't wander in here she She don't wander in here I will walk with my hands bound I will walk with my face blood I will walk with my shadow flag Into your garden garden of stone yeah After all is done and we're still alone I won't be taken yet I'll go with my hands bound I will walk with my face blood I will walk with my shadow flag Into your garden garden of stone yeah I don't show I don't share I don't need yeah what you have to give yeah Ooh I will walk with my hands bound I will walk with my face blood I will walk with my shadow flag Into your garden garden oh I will walk with my hands bound I will walk into your garden garden of stone I don't know I don't care I don't need yeah for me to live yeah...yeah Uh huh huh (x8)   10) Deep Ahha-yea On the edge a windowsill Ponders his maker ponders his will To the street below he just ain't nothin' But he's got a great view and he sinks the needle deep yeah Whoa can't touch the bottom In too deep yeah uh-huh can't touch the bottom Ooh on the edge of a know-nothin' town Feelin' quite superior the age had come To the sky above he just ain't nothin' But he's got a great view and he sinks the burning mask deep yeah Ooh can't touch the bottom In too deep yeah uh huh can't touch the bottom in too deep Ohh... Ohhh Oww On the edge of a Christmas clean love Young virgin down from heaven ohh visiting hell To the man above her she just ain't nothin' And she doesn't like the view She doesn't like the view (x2) But he sinks himself deep oh can't touch the bottom In too deep yeah oh can't touch the bottom can't touch the bottom Deep yeah Oh...yeah the bottom...yeah...wo (x5)   11) Release Oh oh oh I see the world feel the chill Which way to go windowsill I see the words on a rocking horse of time I see the verse in the rain Ohh (x4) Oh dear dad can you see me now I am myself like you somehow I'll ride the wave where it takes me I'll hold the pain Release me Ohh...ohh I...ohh...ohh Oh dear dad can you see me now I am myself like you somehow I'll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me  I'll open up Release me Release me release me dad release me Ohh...ohh I...ohh...ooh...ooh